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Jamocha


 my puppy
 

there is nothing worse than being taken advantage of, or being made a fool of ......  by someone you supposedly love makes it even worse

there is something about trust that makes me very leary. What is trust? is it the same as faith?  i lack in faith and even more in trust..... and as a result i believe i have cheated myself out of love, joy and all the wonderful things in life

i barely trust myself anymore and i certainly don't trust anyone else. every living breathing moment of my life is consumed by trying not to trust or believe in anyone

it's a horrible place to be.

I haven't posted anything since March - but since then i have inherited a dog.....a full-time dog that i love to death.

the way he turns his head to the side when i talk to him, the way he looks at me like i'm the most important person in the world to him.....the way he trusts me and always makes me smile and gives me something to look forward to!  I love his personality and his enthusiasm and wagging tale..... he may just be a dog - but at this point in life i don't know what i'd do without him!!!

he's a mutt - i've had people say they think he's beardie, the vet wrote corgi on his records, i think he has some terrier in him and others have said blue healer. That's quite a mix hey?  He is blue in color - with long soft shiny fluffy hair....he doesn't shed but his hair is very long so he needs to be brushed quite regularily. he has floppy black ears and racoon eyes with a nose like a terrier. He's adorable and so much fun.

Funny how when life is throwing you nothing but lemons and $h1t, there's always something that comes along to make it all bearable.  He's my savior these days.

Posted by Jamocha at 10:07 PM - 6 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 Jeff Healey 1966-2008
 

 

Guitar wizard Norman Jeff Healey of Toronto died Sunday of cancer. He was 41.

Healey was considered a prodigy and earned numerous Juno and Grammy nominations in the course of his career.

He lost both his eyes to retinoblastoma before he was eight-months-old, but never let that slow him down.

"What we've lost is a virtuoso musician," said Richard Flohil, Healey's publicist. "He followed his own passion, which oddly enough was not playing blues rock music, but playing classic rock jazz.

"He just cancelled a concert a few days ago in Nepean (Ont.) and we made this very kind of bland, not-to-worry statement," said Flohil. "At that point, we didn't want to say that Jeff was basically dying, although we all knew he was."

The Canadian blues and jazz great died in a Toronto hospital Sunday evening after a lifelong battle with cancer.

Flohil, who had been friends with Healey for about 20 years, said the news of his death will be very hard on his family, friends and fans. "He was lovely," said Flohil. "He was very generous, very warm-hearted, with a great sense of humour."

"He was just an awesome guitar player," said Danny Sivyer, owner of Ottawa blues bar The Rainbow Bistro. Sivyer said he brought Healey to The Rainbow Bistro for his first Ottawa gig when he was just 19-years-old. "He blew us away the first time we heard him." said Sivyer. "We were setting up, it was a busy night, and we looked over and there was this three-piece band with a blind 19-year-old musician."

"Then we sat down and listened and the whole room was stunned," said Sivyer. "Everybody loved him right away."

Healey was only three when he started to play guitar.

By the time he was a teenager, Healey had formed a four-piece band called the Blue Direction and was playing in clubs throughout the Toronto area. His best known work came when he formed the Jeff Healey Band several years later with bassist Joe Rockman and drummer Tom Stephen. His career took off when he appeared in the movie Road House, which starred Patrick Swayze.

In 1988, his Grammy-nominated album See the Light included the major hit single, Angel Eyes. In 1990, he earned the Juno for entertainer of the year.

Healey became an internationally-known star who played with musical greats that included B.B. King and Stevie Ray Vaughan.

The Jeff Healey Band was a sellout act across Canada and sold over a million albums in the U.S. market.

But Healey's passion was not always in rock music and later in his career branched into jazz, especially from the golden years of the genre in the 1920s and '30s. He released several jazz CDs and had a collection of some 25,000 78 rpm jazz records.

Until recently, he had a show on a Toronto jazz station CJRT-FM.

Early last year, Healey underwent surgery to remove cancerous tissue from his legs, and later from both lungs; aggressive radiation treatments and chemotherapy failed to halt the spread of the disease.

Healey - who was adopted as an infant and didn't have any information about his birth parents - said in an interview with the Citizen in July 2005 that he didn't know if he inherited the illness or developed it due to external factors.

"I do not regret the situation I am in at all," he said.

While his daughter, Rachel, didn't inherit the form of retinoblastoma Healey had, his son wasn't so lucky. Amniotic fluid showed that the now three-year-old Derek carried the mutation. 

It also wasn't until 2005 that Healey learned that he and his son were at risk for secondary cancers.

"I used to believe that once they had removed my eyes, that was the end of the story," Healey said. "I understand now that having this (mutation) in my blood, this won't be my last encounter with cancer."

In 2005, Healey told the Citizen that while he loved to play regular gigs, he hated spending time in airports.

"A tour is a nasty four-letter word in my vocabulary," he said. "It's something that I did for many, many years and I hate travelling. I love to play and I love to entertain, so to sort of balance things, get the best of both worlds, I'll travel away for two or three days or something like that."

Mess of Blues, Healey's first rock/blues album in eight years, is being released in Europe on March 20, and in Canada and the U.S. on April 22.

Healey is survived by his children, Rachel and Derek, as well as his wife, Cristie, father and stepmother, Bud and Rose Healey, and sisters Laura and Linda. Funeral arrangements are still being made.

His website said Sunday that he died with his wife, Cristie, at his bedside in Toronto's St. Joseph's Hospital.

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 15 THINGS.....
 

15 THINGS THAT IT TOOK ME ALMOST 40 YEARS TO LEARN:

Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.

If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings."

There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."

People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.

You should not confuse your career with your life.

Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.

Never lick a steak knife.

The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.

You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time.

You should never say anything to a woman, that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant u nless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.

There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday. That time is age eleven.

The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that, deep down inside, we ALL believe that we are above average drivers.

A person, who is nice to you, but rude to a waiter, is not a nice person. (This is very important. Pay attention. It never fails.)

Your friends love you anyway.

Never be afraid to try something new. Remember that a lone amateur built the Ark. A large group of professionals built the Titanic.

Thought for the day: (MY PERSONAL FAVORITE!)
Men are like fine wine. They start out as grapes, and it's up to the women to stomp the crap out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.

Posted by Jamocha at 1:58 PM - 6 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 words from Journey....
 

 

Baby don't understand why we just can't hold on to each others hands
this time might be the last I fear unless I make it all to clear
I need you so ... can't let you go ... noo oh

So take these broken wings and learn to fly again
learn to live so free and when we hear the voices sing
the book of love will open up and let us in

take these broken wings ...

Baby end tonight we can take what was wrong
and make it right ... cause baby it's all i know
that your half of the flesh and blood that makes me whole
makes me whole . i need you so baby i need you so

So take these broken wings and learn to fly again
learn to live so free and when we hear the voices sing
the book of love will open up and let us in

Take these broken wings you've got to learn to fly
learn to lift and love so free
and when we hear the voices sing the book of love will open
up for us and let us in

So take these broken wings and fly away
learn to live enough for another day
lets fly lets fly

Posted by Jamocha at 5:49 PM - 8 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 Creed
 

Hello my friend we meet again
It's been a while where should
we begin? feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
I remember

When you are with me
I'm free, I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around in
an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

When you are with me
I'm free, I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
I just want to say hello again

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