I should write when I have a chance. It's Monday night and everyone has somewhere to be tonight, except me!! And that almost never happens for me.
Today was the queen's birthday - or someone like her - which means we get a day off today. Our May Long Weekend.
Well, it snowed, it rained and the sun only came out yesterday for a couple hours. It has been a weird weekend, weatherwise. Today has been rainy and drizzly and now foggy - I think we've had almost any kind of weather you can have - rain, snow, sun, fog, hail, wind and humidity!
Friday, the day of the funeral, it was 88 degrees - the church was so hot and sticky. And later that night, we went back to the farm of our relatives, sitting on the deck, the temperature dropped to 6 degrees - in a matter of minutes! Crazy!
I'm sure glad this past week is over. What a long week! There is so much that I could write about, and so many thoughts have been swirling around my head. But I just can't seem to find the right words - or complete my thoughts enough to have a conclusion. So many questions, so many stories, so many broken hearts.......
In my extra time to be alone tonight, I was able to finally cross off a couple chores from my to-do list. The list that got put off to the back burner last Sunday after we heard the tragic news. Now I'm feeling almost guilty for getting our lives back to "normal". Like it's disrespectful to just move on.....and get on with life as though nothing ever happened. It did happen - and we will miss him forever...... but our lives must go on and it's going to be hard to pick things up this week ..... I can't imagine how his parents are feeling.