Its Friday night.  I've been looking for the perfect words, the perfect poem, the perfect song, the perfect story........

nothing can express what I want to say

other than to say I'm Hanging by a Moment.  By many moments.  So many, many moments that are all blending into one..... and I'm wondering where the lessons were, and what was the point?

I feel empty and yet I feel fresh - ready for that next chapter - ready to step forward and grow and love and LIVE my life..... but fear of the future is a dark cloud - ever looming!

I feel sad and yet I'm relieved.

I feel closure and I want to look forward from here..........  there's no where else to look but forward....

one foot in front of the other!!